This month following Sept. 11th. It is hard. I still don't really have words. I am torn up. I think everyone is. Every once in awhile the scene of those planes hitting the towers or the tower falling pops into my mind and I just start crying. I support our retaliation, but part of me just sighs at yet more death and destruction. The anthrax scares--well, I think that for me is mostly just something that was bound to happen eventually actually starting to happen. In so many ways, bio-terrorism is inevitable--it can be done so much more cheaply, produced small areas, is so insidious. Although this threat has a new face--who thinks of catching a disease from handling mail?--I still think more about antibiotic resistance than bio-terrorism.  ¶ 8:50 AM